Taiki,
Again I am reluctantly sharing my experience.
Because I don't want to clutter your thought process.
But writing since you have left your job to become a full time trader
.So the urge to share my mistakes are more than my reluctance.
No more writings from me reg the psychology part.Bear with me this time alone
.
Wanted to add few more things so that one don't repeat the same mistakes as i did before.
I always tried to be a perfectionist believing that I could create a best system.Not happy with any thing,just wanted to have system which will do wonders in all kind of market conditions.
I have blown couple of time my accounts.
Because of this egoistic nature.
Learning:
Be a specialist than a perfectionist.
At least to start with - Try to be a master of one than to be jack of all trades.
Never try to be a perfectionist and try to keep on fine tuning your system and rules.Remember just one good trade setup is enough for living and let it be little imperfect
.
Fixed risk:reward system imo is the most simplest and best thing to start
with since one wont't have any ambiguity.
Risk and Reward are clear.
"Deciding a simple system and sticking to that" will be the greatest challenge in the beginning.Stop searching it is now and here.
Once the trade setup - entry exit rules are clear.
Just follow that rigidly.
Just move to stops to break evens if price moves 50% of the target.so that if at all reversal happens.So that one doesn't make loss in a winning trade.
Or enter with 2 lots and exit one when 50% target is reached and leave the next lot on the table.
Practice practice practice your system in your free time in demo trading systems till this becomes your nature.
Practice strictly only with one or two favorite instruments and trade.
Each instrument exhibits its own characteristics.
I often find you blaming yourself on patience but I see it the other way - it is a lack of clear cut exit rules. You always mention a target but also have a trailing stop loss.Again you don't re enter a trade.
So it cannot be the both ie fixed target as well as trailing stops - just my opinion.
Your MM and trade entries are robust.But ..........................
Both the days you exited early less than 50% of your target with your trailing stops and markets reached your targets
.
Patience and Impatience equally are important in trading.
Patience while in profits .
Impatience while in loss.
Once a trader is successful and consistent in making money with the trade setup,it has become his second nature.No doubt and no stress - only then he can think of adding the next trade setup or system to his trading arsenal.
Markets - It is only about survival in the beginning.Live today to kill another day.
TA and reading books may be detrimental to one's trading in the initial stages.
Be like Arjuna.
Be focused and practice only one setup.
Close your eyes and ears to every thing else.