yeah i got that..and u r not getting my point, if you trade to make up ur losses then you will find yourself holding ur loosing trades longer, cutting ur gains short, averaging ur losses....and even billion $ aren't enough if you are wrong side.. please realize the significance of this, i know i may not be experienced enough to advice u but if it's warranting attention of seniors members then it must be something to consider, we all are ur well wishers here.
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