Brother,
Sit, take a deep breath and release. May be, this can make you think better. Bro, dont feel bad about my words, but ask yourself, 1 Lakh turns to 25 Lakhs in a years time, you are demanding 2500% returns. People die to get 50%, even 20-25%.
I wont deny the fact that one can earn from the financials mkts, but it needs a realistic targets. I am shocked to hear that you sold the gold, broke the FD's for this. And you already started trading
Without knowing the depth of the water you have jumped . Half knowledge may kill, but No knowledge will definitely kills.
I'll put an end to this, though many many things to tell you. But lastly..
If you lose, do blame yourself and not anyone.
I have too started a thread here, though not giving such high expectation. You may, if you want, can follow.
http://www.traderji.com/commodities/72460-trading-living.html