@stock72
sorry to hear about your loss story.
Trading is so totally counter intuitive, if you play straight you will lose.
How much time and effort have you put in *LEARNING* first?
There are lots of classics on trading, here is one of my favorites.
"Trading Rules that Work The 28 Lessons Every Trader Must Master"
by Jason Alan Jankovsky
if you are incurring loses, first thing to do is cut down your positions to minimum, until you fully understand why you lost, there is no hope in repeating the same thing. Do you have a trading journal to review your trades, a trading plan?
I think you lost much because you started playing without knowing the rules! I too have lost but I have a personal circuit breaker, I stop trading if I lose a certain amount in a single day .