Dude, none of what you do concerns me personally.
But you spend so much time chit chatting here that it doesn't feel like you are serious, I know it's a hard job, being a trader, but if you feel like talking all the time on the forum, instead of sharpening your craft, you are in a wrong profession. If you think you are getting knowledge in forum ofcourse you are, but you don't seem to be doing your hard work. Nobody can make you improve on what you learn here.
Again sorry if I am out of line here, but being a trader it was disheartening to see what's happening
Your problems lie in your psychology, get that corrected, your need to come here for chat 100 posts a day is sign of that problem