Today, suddenly after a loooooooong time around 11:30am an urge to trade and practice sprung up, after i haven't traded for almost 2 months as per my promise.
I had 88Rs in my sharekhan account, and i just thought to trade 1 share only, but i noticed i was shaky, and then a fear of losing practice came up, as the game needs a lot of nerves as well. So, transferred the minimum amount needed to trade 1 future contract, and got into it.
Well, i just thought to do it for practice - and not really trade, as i promised to not trade for 1 year.
Shorted GAIL futures using my counter-trend strategy in my old Sharekhan and got a nice profit
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The promise not to trade for earnings for 1 year still continues
The bad news is, after my first trade, i had a strong urge to re-trade, and was really hard to pack-up, seems like need to develop some self-control as well