thanks for nothing
I understand your frustration. I couldn't give you any suggestion. Because, if I were in your place, I wouldn't know what to do either. Best I would do is take the major loses. Take 6 month break. During the break, read books, develop a methodogy with money management. Do some paper trading. Then come back. But, I couldn't give that advise as it requires complete overhaul.
Every major player in today's market has gone through what you are going now. Its like Jesus (was it Jesus?) asking, show me anyone who has not erred in their life.
However, good news for you. Market indexes are showing positive. They have crossed the trading range. We are going up to tackle 2 more resistances. If they can do it, you can regain the money. So, watch the indexes.
Sectors Up
Banks
Cement
Pharma
Consumer Goods (came out of the trading range recently)
Health Care (came out of the trading range recently)
IT
BSEPSU (came out of the trading range recently and tested the top of trading range successfully)
Sectors Still in Trading Range
Consumer Durables
MIDCAP
SMALLCAP
AUTO
METAL
OILGAS (ONGC is doing good)