Dear Friends
So In January, 2015 brought me the blow of life..I had diagonosed with an auto immune disease ..which is rare & happens one in a million & worst part is its incurable..medical science doest now the cause of it so it doesnt know the solution of it..what doctors can avail are just some trial & error remedies which can control the disease but not cure it..& the remedies which they are using create serious side effects..
trust me guys! At tht time also, I was a very healthy person & my all vital test was completelly fine..I was a young & very healthy person..befoore that I had never got a average fever in my life..& now this strange, mysterious auto immune disease ...my immune system had become so strong that it has started attacking my own body..i had never heard this thing ever in my life..& now I had to leave with this condition whole life..I had always follow a healthy life style..i never drink alcohol, never smoke , eat healthy etc etc then Why to me ?? there is no answer..of why me?
2) but yes during those 2 years...locked myself in a room & sitting infront of computer for 18 hours ..& no sunlight ..no fresh air ...no exercise ..make the matter worse...I was suffering from insomnia...pressure to be successful ..& daily strees ..had taken toll on health ..that was my assumption..i may be wrong..
3) so come back to trading..frequent visits to doctor & labs..& all stress, helplessness &pain....I didnt forget trading...though, its not so frequent...now health relted things & symptoms & pain etc was taking my time.. I was not frequent in my trading
4) i stopped trading & sitting infront of terminal often..I Stopped reading trading books altogether..In june, 2015 I i got amibroker & i came to know how to import data..& searched & searched & got intraday historical data...but now I can backtest more..(9in comparison of trde tiger which gve me just 1 month data)
I was struggling with my health issues & they were taking my most of the time..but I was bcktesting my ideas continusouslly..& i decided I will not do trding till i Satisfied with my backtest result or method..
5) this 2 yers from 2015-2017, I learnt pratap sir's vwap, shubhdeep sir's pivot method, & rjshem sir's price action setups..recently, I have been learning, varun sir's obv method..trust me, I have read each & every post of those 600-700 pages thread & wrote notes in hard copy..& experimenting with it..
6) despite my ill health, i didnt stop backtesting or watching charts..ya, now i can not sit 18 hours a day as I used to be..but I have been trying hard as much as i can with my present condition..
7) despite doing hard work & hard work , I was not a profitable trader..then, in april & may -2015, I had to take an injection which uses in bloood cancer treatment for my condition, which can be mortal ( dont worry guys, I dont have cancer luckily..) but fortunately, i didnt have to take that...so during this period, my symptome was severe, & i couldnt do trading...so, one of my family member started trading which doesnt know anything about trading..& I have taught some things about trading & gave some setups..
8) that family member started trading & first time in life..that month become profitable & profit continues...that increased my confidence on trading, on my learning & my methods..journey took a big leap then...Then, i started developing confidence that now I can pay my bills & trading can take care of my monthly expenditures..
but still my journey has not stopped..i still have to fulfill my dream of earning a huge money from trading & then started investing to create wealth..shubhadeep sir's "double your money in 40 trades" is still my goal to be fulfilled..
what I have learnt from my trading journey , I will shre in next post
thanks