It's been two months since I started to trade full time. You all know how my trading is...
Since I ain't got enough amount to trade, I borrowed some. Some of you were saying this, as a beginner need to top up few times before taking consistent profit. I ain't wanted to put myself in such a situation. But it did happaned.
I am bit embarrassed to post this post but this will be helpful for any newbie's when they see this. What will be the result if he trade like me. I can be an example of "How not to trade"?
Total trading days: 21 days
Profit: 12 days
Loss: 9 days
This month I broke my own record i.e. worst loss ever in my trading history. Around 27% loss on one trading day. While my best is just 5% profit. No. of trading days which end up in profit is high but the losing days eat up all my profit. Here is a snap of my performance chart.
Oh my boy nac ! It is not the drawdown that has surprised me most, it can happen to anyone but I am baffled how did you have 27% loss in One Single Day, did you get into a "Death Spiral", where after a losing trade, one trades with increased position size thinking to square-off previous loss which in turn makes loss and position size increases further (or frequency of trade increases).
Remember when you are bleeding, first thing to do is to STOP the BLEEDING, not jump into another attack which may cause further wounds and thus more bleeding.
Have you not set Daily & Weekly & Monthly Loss Limits !! I understand it is very difficult to close the day after loss, but there have been days when i was out of market by 9:30 because of Daily Limit. If you are trading to recover loss, there is only one thing you will get MORE LOSS.
If you haven't set these limits, then do so and adhere to them religiously (shut the computer and read some trading book, and if you are disciplined enough then have Paper Trades).
Paper Trades reminds me of
www.tradingsim.com , bro my earnest advice, login to the site, make that $ 50K into $ 75K before you even log into your terminal.
Also trading with borrowed money is really dangerous as you are more scared of losing which gives your more chances of losing the same. Do you see the irony here nac, the more scared you are to loose, the more you don't want to loose more you will !!
A windfall of change came into my trading the day i realized, I am not going to make lots of money overnight, I am not going to hit only home runs, i will not cover all my loss in a day, it takes time, a baby step at a time. Also i keep in mind, there is tomorrow and market will be there.
keep in mind, there are OLD traders and there are BOLD traders but there are no OLD BOLD Traders (i think it was said by ed seyokta, it reminds me he has written a nice article on Risk Management, you will find in his website , google it)
I just hope you will come to the realization that Trading is more about understanding Risk and giving it the respect it deserves and not about signals or tips or guts.