Aja,
From all your postings it is clear - you have made a significant loss and you are yet to come in terms with that (Which is very important in trading). Unless you can make peace with your loss, you will take more losses as it is impossible to execute successful trades with this mindset. Don't get me wrong, I have been to this stage, so sharing my view.
What is gone is gone - you are not going to get back.
Move ahead and control your risk - and most importantly first learn to earn consistently, albeit small.
The most favorite prey of the market-maker are those traders - who had made a significant loss and now in a real hurry to cover the same.
From all your postings it is clear - you have made a significant loss and you are yet to come in terms with that (Which is very important in trading). Unless you can make peace with your loss, you will take more losses as it is impossible to execute successful trades with this mindset. Don't get me wrong, I have been to this stage, so sharing my view.
What is gone is gone - you are not going to get back.
Move ahead and control your risk - and most importantly first learn to earn consistently, albeit small.
The most favorite prey of the market-maker are those traders - who had made a significant loss and now in a real hurry to cover the same.